So, I have my first PET scan tomorrow after two full months of chemotherapy. I am not sure how to describe this feeling. I am nervous because I want it to come back "clean", but even that wouldn't stop another four months of treatment. So in a way I am hoping that this scan shows that "hey, i'm beating this thing, i'm kicking its ass" and than four months later I can be like don't ever come back!! But chances of remission are really high if you have a good reaction to the first few months of chemotherapy, which is why this is really important to me.
I am really feeling accomplished about my website. I only have descriptions for the products left to do and than I will be able to post a "Grand Opening". I am looking forward to a lot of things in the future. Most importantly, going back to school in September. I think that is important to me because it will show me that I can start living a normal life again. That I can push myself to do the things I want to do. And, it will get these last few treatments going quicker when I have studying to do.
I still think about a lot of things. No wonder my head feels like a huge balloon sometimes. But, my concentration still remains to just getting healthy and enjoying family and friend time. Reconnecting with my loved ones and consoling with lifetime friends that really have showed they care. Sometimes I think about relationships, but boys are stoopid. Final Answer. =]
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