Yeah, I've pretty much got the countdown till I am all done on check. Its a 24/7 constant thought. So much a constant thought that its pretty much driving me nuts that I'm not over with everything yet. I mean, the best thing that would happen to me is that doc says "hey we're just gonna cancel these last two cycles, because you're doing great". BUT, that is not going to happen. So, meanwhile I am just going to continue to stay strong and get through these last few treatments with a smile. I'm planning a Cancer Survivor party for New Years Eve. I seriously cannot wait to bring in the New Year with hopes and excitement and my health, and just new beginnings in general.
My hair has been growing back between treatments. Enough so that I like to part my little little baby bangs to the side. I also bought this coconut oil that helps the strands to stay strong. And than this vitamin to help hair grow. I don't know. Anything that will help. =]
What Else? Oh. I start school Monday. I'm excited, antsy, and extremely nervous. I'm just hoping none of these last treatments will hinder my studying. But timeline wise I should be fine to get through the end of the quarter treatment free and healthy. So if anything bad happens in the beginning, I can make up for it. I'm excited to be out and about again. To have a commitment to tend to. Do my reading. Talk to new people.
I continue to work out, but no results. Actually, results as in I am getting toned, but I am still relatively a fatty. So, I am thinking of somehow making a diet plan to stick to. I can't wait to get done with treatment and work out on campus. I really love running these days.
So yeah, all in all everything is going really well. Got to celebrate mom's birthday. Looking forward to vacation with my nephews early October. [last trip had been canceled]. This trip is at some resort though on my good weekend with an outside pool bar. Yeah Buddy!!
<3 parker
p.s. that boy. we're still hanging out. he's been nothing short of amazing so far. i guess I'll give him a name. Aaron. haha. we'll see what the future holds. health first though. boys later.
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can't wait to rock these hairstyles!!!